i hate not hotlinking!
why? well, it's because whenever i do that, the pictures i've hotlinked dissappear from my post and why is it so? it's because the pictures are REMOVED. and now, i will never ever find the pictures i've posted previously.

whatever whatever whatever
went to town today (with aina). went there to pass the bankbook to clara actually (: did LITTLE BITSY TINY shopping but, didn't get anything as there's too little time. yup. but, don't worry i'll be going shopping soon? before i bus off to genting and when i'm in genting! HAH! i'm so looking forward to my roller coastal ride! i think i'll just die after that ride and maybe i'll never take another ride on the roller coastal. okay, back to shopping. went to town bought dbsk rising sun album and bread/donut.. yadayada, left the place at around 3pm? even though its the weekdays, the train was rather packed. blablabla. OKAY, IM TIRED! want to wash up and tuck myself into my cosy bed (: goodnight strangers and friends~ ^^

pictures and videos ONLY :D

junsu's solo performance in anyband concert
Kangta- Memories

more anyband concert picturesssssssssss :D



hello my LOVE LOVE LOVE !




HELLO another LOVE of mine!



credits: forums (:

anyband concert

HAWT! HAWT! HAWT!

anyband: Daydream

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Anyband- Daydream (preview)

oh well well well. was reading the fans' account on the concert in malaysia. i've decided not to go for any of their concert held in malaysia. maybe japen or korea (: i'll have to start saving money for that dayyyy! i bet the concert in japan/korean will be SO SO SO SO SO much better than the one in malaysia? inconsiderate fans, different coloured light sticks (? shouldn't it be RED only) bla. (ps: i stuper duper hate people who PUSH and SQUEEZE just to get to the front, inconsiderate)

oh yes, my blog has reached 1000 hits! i was waiting for this day to come! haha. thank you to all friends and strangers who visited my blog (: kamsahamida ^^

FOUR MORE DAYS TO GENTING :D

ok, im getting really pissed with people stealing my pictures
HELLO, to who ever who ALWAYS FREAKING STEAL MY SISTER'S PICTURE, all those i've posted on my blog. those pictures are FOR MY BLOG and FOR PEOPLE TO SEE IN MY BLOG ONLY. it's not for you people to use it to embarass my sister. i only want to embarass her HERE. get it? H-E-R-E
eve if you've stolen her unglam pictures. can you all DON'T use it as your msn/friendster/or whatever you all can think of display picture. ONLY I CAN DO ALL THESE, NOT YOU, "THEIVES". if i ever get any complains from my sister, i make sure i'll call you and AND GIVE YOU A BIG THRASHING!

i'll continue with this post later at night (:

기도문 (Prayer) Narration

기도문 (Prayer) Narration
♥
romanisation

[Micky]
Meil uriga hanun marun
Yoggyoun nemsega anin
Hyanggiroun mallo
Hyanggiroun younul namge hasoso

[Yunho]
Urie modun malduri
Iuse gasume kojhinun
Gippume kochi doego
Pyonghwaui norega doeo
Sesangi jogumshig do balgajige hasoso

[Changmin]
Nuguegedo doumi doelli obnun
Homdamgwa hodoen somunul shiro naruji anhnun
Kekuthan maumuro
Kekuthan marul hage hasoso

[Xiah]
Naboda monjo
Sangdebange ibjangul hearinun
Sarange maumuro
Sarange marul hage hashigo
Name nappun jombodanun
Johun jomul monjo bonun
Gungjongjogin maumuro
Gungjongjogin marul hage hasoso

[Jaejoong]
Meil jongsongkod murul juo
Han pogie nanchoru gakkudud
Chimmuggwa gidoe semeso giro ollin
Jihyeye malgun mullo
Urie malshirul gadadumge hasoso

[Micky]
Gyomsone gu ughan hyanggi
Gu ane sumyodulge hasoso

♥
translation

[Micky]
Please let the words that we say
Not be an evil smell
But rather with frangrant words
Let us leave fragrant echoes.

[U-kno]
Please let all our words be ones
That plant seeds in our neighbours' hearts
To become flowers of joy
And let it become a song of peace
Little by little,
Making the world a brighter place

[ChoiKang]
Please do not let us speak of
Gossip and rumors that help no one
And with clean hearts
Let us hear clean words.

[Xiah]
Please let me speak of loving words
With a loving heart
Not to think of myself first,
But instead put myself in the other person's shoes.
And let me speak positive words
With a positive heart
To look at my good points
Instead of the bad points.

[Hero]
As if giving the water of sincerity
To care for just one bud of an orchid everyday
Let us clear our words
With the clean water of wisdom
That we've retrieved
From the spring of our prayer and silence.

[Micky]
Please let us engulf ourselves
In the fragance of humbleness
Deep inside our hearts.

credits: dbskarchives

really love this song/prayer (?)
and it's now playing on my blog (:
enjoy♥

it's a bright and sunny day in cynthia's world!

okay, i was so super duper emotionally unstable. i was CRAZY
and after a good laugh at wu zhong xian's show. i was feeling so much more better!

oh ya! they are back from KL! i;ve forgotten to welcome them back. hah
WELCOME BACK GIRLS (:

yups, i'll go cut/trim off my hair later! like finally, my hair is uber flat and no volume? so arh-gree.. so a haircut will solve the flatness and ugliness (i really hope so) hah. AND when i finally persuaded my father on allowing me to change my lousy motorola, the promotion ended. was hoping to get sony ericson 910i (am i correct? if not correct me) cause it was only $98 after trade in. its a uber new phone so $98 is OKAY. sigh. but today, it's $66 after $200 trade in. oh well, byebye sony 910i.. i'll wait for another promotion then..

my daddy is into his new phone. have i blogged abt his new phone? i don't think so. oh well, his company gave every staff a new company handphone, NOKIA E61i. (a big and flat phone. function, quite good. not very laggy. sound system, rather good!) okay, now a days, he's into his new phone. always wanting to download new songs into his phone, telling us how nice the songs on his friend's handphone are, trying to learn how to bluetooth so that he can bluetooth his friend's songs over, asking my sister to load ALL his oldies songs from his CDs to his phone and now, "showing off" his songs at home. hah. he's a funny father! and ya, i think he will "show off" his songs in his office too! he gets amazed by the songs in his phone and the ringtone. hahahah

how many more days to genting? SIX MORE DAYS!
yay, i'll go there and hunt for TVXQ goodies and BUY BUY BUY. that's if i can find any (:
got to go! bye~! ^^

-*missing word* you my love, TZL for always helping me find jobs (: love ya.
-AND aina! thanks for thoses picturesssss. even though the people inside looks small, i still love it! THANKS, love ya too (:
i finally figure out this thing! (: yay to me, blogger-idiot.

[edit]

I'VE GOT A JOB for a week! (:
*missing word* you zhilin~!
went to town to sign the contract for the job. yay, will be expectiing $300+ next next week. actually this job starts on the 4th dec where i'll be in genting. all thanks to jiawei, i can start on the 6th (she's taking over my job for 2 days). THANKS ALOT JIAWEI (:

will i really get my braces? my mum said that i'll go have my braces after we come back from genting. since im going to work the next day i've reached singapore, i think the braces thing will be delayed till after work? i really hope its TRUE this time.

[/edit]

status: mentally stable

oh, IM OKAY!
laughter is the best medicine indeed
i love TVXQ!

horrible me

today was just HORRIBLE. i think it's the after effects of... sigh.serious moodswings today. from the moment i woke up, i was already moodswinging.. i was just feeling super lousy the whole day. plus things that happened made me moodswing even more. i couldn't control my temper AT ALL. im serious. someone can just come talk to me nicely and i'll reply them by raising my voice, as if they did something bad to me. many horrible things happened...

• church, my mother wanted to find a seat where its not so cold (she did nothing wrong anyway) and she found one. i just had to say " please loh, the aircon is like facing here.. " i got pissed. and i don't know why.
• after church, we've plan to go to terminal 3. and for no stupid reason. i got pissed and went(rasied my voice) " why must we go terminal 3 la. never see planes before is it. " surprisingly, my mother didnt get angry. instead, she gave in to me..
• and she keep on pressing me to go to work. and i shouted at her really loudly in the public.. crazy.
• met up with my aunty and headed to terminal 3 by bus... we took bus 19 which is suppose to go to the CHANGI AIRPORT and landed up in CHANGI VILLAGE not the airport.. i got blamed.. the stupid bus interchange stated that bus 19 goes to the airport.. i got pissed and said " you should have just the train la.. waste so much time "
• lunch. wanted to eat sunway my sis didnt want to and i got pissed (?)
• after lunch. had to take another bus to another palce so that we can REACH the stupid terminal 3. alighted at some ulu pandan place. and had to wait for another bus. the weather was so feaking HOT.. and ya i got pissed. i said " we should have taken the train......... " this time i was really erm, crazy?
• at terminal 3 i was still quite moodswinging. OH, i raised my voice at my mother for some stupid small small small thing.... i was CRAZY
• we bus to tampines mall after that. i was ok on the bus. (:
• at tm, popular. yup, i got crazy.. i dont know la! got crazy over small things too
• just now. my sister asked me to change the fishs' water i shouted at her.. crazy
• now. the money i earn fucking cannot be used... itd going into the fucking bank... and i will only be able to TOUCH that fucking account when im 18 years old.... see, im crazy. sorry for the language used.
• so conclusion, today i wasn't myself at all. i've never seen this side of myself. im serious. i was just crazy... i tried controling my temper but i really couldn't, i just exploded.
• im sorry to all victims of cynthia's devilish/evil/crazy/stupid side

dear god, please help me. im losing myself.. there's something wrong with me today.. im really feeling dam lousy.. now maybe my friends will hate me.. im so screwed. i hope i'll be okay (back to normal) tomorrow... maybe because its sunday too? im really feeling very very lousy right now....... i feel like.... i dont know....

friends who im suppose to go out with tmr, im really sorry.. i know you all probably wont forgive me. but im really really sorry.. sorry..

TERMINAL THREE
i made her do this

actual date: 24th Nov 2007

MY FIRST PAY CHEQUE (:
its pathetic, $33 only. BUT, i didnt really do much (:

this is what i did for 5 hours..

• "good morning/afternoon, is your child in any of the courses? speech and drama, phonic or creative writing?"
• answering questions asked by the parents
• playing and talking to children there
• reading storybooks to them
• teach them to play some childhood game

yups, so i kind of enjoyed myself while working. the children tehre kept me entertain :D they're SUPER adorable! esp jackie. she's really cute. too bad i didnt bring my cam along. if not i would have snap a picture with her. everything was okay. the thing that was NOT okay was the journey to BoonLay and the journey back to bedok.. 45mins ride from bedok to boonlay. and i had to stand throughout the journey (bedok to boonlay).. why? there was NO seats available for me. the train was packed in the morning.. the journey back home wasn't very good either. i found myself a seat and i think because i was seating down, i was SUPER tired. wanted to sleep on my seat. but i didnt want to. it's embarassing (to me cause i think i look weird when im asleep?) and some STUPID FREAKING bangala took out his phone and took a picture of me? im not imagining stuff or what. the way he took the pictures WERE SUPER DUPER UBER obvious.... wanted to take out my shoes and aim at his face! aish.

7.00pm- are they queuing up to get into the stadium?
7.30pm- maybe they're inside already
8.45pm- i think they saw them, TVXQ.....
9.00pm- are they singing O?
10.30pm- has everything ended?
11.00pm- sigh. why am i in singapore

22 23 25 26 27 (:

they have all left for KL.
the weather will be fine tomorrow okay!
AND today is the 23rd. tomorrow will be the 25th!
hahaha. ok, one quick and short post. need to sleep really soon!
got work tomorrow at boonlay... im meeting the person in charge there at 7.30 AM. i have to leave bedok really early.. which means, i've got to wake up early! yawn..

came back from choir erm 3 hours ago? i thought i wouldn't enjoy the practice today, in fact, i ENJOYED myself. i think i really missed singing in a group. this practice is for a mass(?) next year in august. the choir consist mostly of ex-SAC choir members. like gardener.. valerie.. melissa.. blablabla. i was late today, so i didnt get my music sheets.. boo. and guess what? our conductress was mrs joseph! my primary school choir conductress! it has been a looooooong time since i last saw her (: anyway, i really enjoyed singing in the chapel tonight!
ps: gosh, my school is SCARY. its dark and... DARK! scary. too much stories about my schools. hah!

poor ah sam (lizard) died.
2 drops of bygone and we say byebye to ah sam's life
all my sister's fault. YOU BETTER FEEL GUILTY! hah!

ALRIGHT, i just want to say...
goodnight! i need my beauty sleep :D
sigh, i shouldn't have gone to the forum.. its all about the missing number/date/day
goodnight...... ):

[edit]
(couldnt sleep) im already used to sleeping at 3 in the morning :D


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im here to continue my post! (:
remember i say i was suppose to go for this briefing? i end up not going for it, because the person was busy. yeah, now im waiting patiently for her to send me the pamplets through email so that i can get myself prepared for saturday. on saturday, where many will be in KL, i'll have to be in boon lay by 8am. which means, i'll have to leave the house at 7am? cause boon lay is at the other side of singapore. sigh. if it wasn't for money, i wont even do such a thing to myself.

my mother went gargar. i seriously have NO IDEA whats going on in her head now a days.
what happened? well continue reading..

mother: did anyone call me in the afternoon?
me: ya
mother: what did she say/ask?
me: she asked for you and i said you're no in la.
mother: who is she, why did she call?
me: how would i know
mother: you didn't ask
me: why must i ask. i dont even know her
then she repeated the same qn and this time i answered all her answers with "then"

she got pissed! because i said then?! she kept on asking me question which i've got no answers to it. and guess what. she got pissed and she started rattling off. saying why do we even study, everything we've studied have gone to a waste.. and she also said people grew up eating rice and we grew up eating shit.. (oh, we = my sister and i) she helped me so she also got scoldings/naggings. can't believe she went gargar over that. my sister also complained to me that nowadays, she's been making a big fuss over small matters. for example, guppies dying. she can get really angry and crazy over it. is she undergoing menopause?
OKAY, ENOUGH OF HER! i hope she'll be working tmr.
her working = freedom (free from naggings)

im jobless, im bored, im rotting. HELP
i created this slogan just for myself during this longggggggg holiday!
i know i've already mentioned that i'm back to mapling..but seriously, there's nothing to do at home!!!! so the only thing to keep me entertained, is maple. bla. and my sister watch me play maple. and she said that that was her form of entertainment. she have got nothing to do too :D
two sisters at home, got nothing to do
BUT, if i've got photoshop software. im sure i'll be busy! because i'll be busying making new blogskins for my blog! (: maybe every 2 days i'll have a new blogskin! haha. crazy huh?
my stupid contact lens is making my eyes super duper uncomfortable!! SHIT, i think i've worn this contact lens (monthly) for 2 month? maybe thats why its so irritating!

to: aina and her friends who are going off TOMORROW, 24th NOV 2007..
hello friends. good for you that you're able to go for their concert. poor me will have to make myself imagine that 24th nov 2007 don't existed. remember me when you're there alright? you can give me a call during the concert, i dont mind :D (okay, im suppose to imagine that 24th nov 2007 don't exist..) STILL! sigh... just ENJOY yourself there ok! i'll pray for your safe journey there (: aina, bring me picturessssssssss. you will right? :D yes! i know you will. takecare, 一路顺风

i'll stop talking about 24th nov.. i shall count down to my holiday in genting!
10 more days.. according to my sister (:

ITS NEW! nice???

whoohoo! another new blogskin! (:
too bored at home already!
will edit this post later (too short) :D

my slogan: im jobless. im bored. im rotting. HELP

addictive!
especially watching the videos ripped from the dvd.
im so geting it! (when i got the money)

okay, life is so bored that im back to playing maple..
im jobless, im bored, im rotting. HELP
there's nothing else for me to do indoors and outdoors..
i wanted to go shopping but i found out im too BROKE. no cash no shop ):
tmr, going for the briefing for the job on sat (in formal wear). even though i'll only earn $30 or more on sat ONLY. its better than nothing right? $30 is little but its still money. its time to save money so that i can go shoppinggggggggggg! need new clothes, more colours and choices in my closet and new addictions!

by the time i get back from my holidays and i still did not receive any phonecalls, i am....... going to ntuc.. it was NEVER in my where-i-want-to-work list.. i was hoping to get a job in build-a-bear. i'll be happy! working with small kids and toys. (: even if the pay were to be $4 per hour, i wont mind. because i know i'll enjoy working there. (i think) i hate holidays like anything. my father wont even give me ANY single cent! ZERO ZERO ZERO! i'll sleep early tonight and i MUST go runing tomorrow morning. i must! i must! i must! ok, i'll end here!
goodnight earthlings!~ ^^V

GOODNESS! its LOVE

how am i feeling now?
ADDICTED! :D
the pictures are haaaaaaaawt! i want them!

depression

4 more days.
i can't believe i won't be going for their concert..
what is this? whenever i think of the concert, the anger towards my parents will emerge..
i'll be gone for a day ONLY. why cant you all just let me go... im using my own money not like im going to ask you to pay right? come to think of it, you all NEVER let me do/support the things i want to do.. i always get to do things i wanted by force.. BY FORCE.. i don't even remember any one time you let me do the things i wanted willingly. all you do is wanting to take control of my life.. i really want to go for the concert.. even if the ticket cost me two hundre over dollars.. and i don't even know when they'll be holding another concert.. tomorrow? next week? next moth? next year? 10 years later? even if they held another concert, it wont be the o concert...
im getting more and more depressed when i see people counting down to saturday.. i could have been like them, counting down to saturday.. ok, you may think that im crazy. ok, i admit that im TVXQ crazy. ): enough. im crazy.

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